Stressbunnies

Start a betting pool in the comments on this post now.  Who kill snap and kill another member of the travelling party first?  Will it be me, my father or my brother?
Will any of us make it back from Canada on time, or are we looking at the grave or Canadian prison?

Time will tell.



This time tomorrow I will be in the Auckland internation departures waiting to cross the Pacific.
I have not started packing, my time is all being used up stress spiralling about unimportant things.

I am deeply regretting agreeing to this trip just now.

I worry too well.

And all this effort is too much like effort.

[edit: addition]
I have started looking for things and the toothbrush that, only yesterday, I checked was there and new and ready and black and gold - so I would not have to buy one for the trip - has vanished.  I assume that means I absent-mindedly carried it somewhere and it is not lost from time and space.

First step toward packing... not going helpfully.  I might make myself dinner instead.